The Beauty Of Meaning
I wish to celebrate the sense that is recovered,
joy that is found, within the beauty of meaning.
I wish to write:
Like the gentle jaws of a mother tiger,
you pick me up, and move me away,
to the safe refuge, of understanding.
I wish to declare:
You are the nourishment that feeds the thirst,
that is not quenched by love, water, or sleep.
I wish to confess:
You live within me, like an eternal dawn,
like the light, about to happen.
I wish to sing:
You live within me,
like beauty lives joyfully,
within the sad nest
I wish to say:
You are the beauty of meaning,
or perhaps, it's other,
that cannot be defined in words,
the meaning of beauty.
To be born in this world,
in a country, a region, a neighbourhood,
in a house, overlooking a street,
in a family.
To be born in a planet, within a system of a star.
To be born in a galaxy, within a universe.
To be born in time,
To be born with heart, mind,
To be born into a religion, a culture,
and a language.
To be born,
with a fate.
All such births, which we cannot choose,
are ordinary, everyday affairs.
They happen together, simultaneously,
like drops of rain, petals of a rose.
But the real birth, only happens,
with the flowering,
A wisdom that tells us:
We are born as someone, from somewhere,
who is everyone, from everywhere.
The mind that unifies, is more real,
than the thought that divides.
We are waves of a single sea,
flowers of a single garden.
Us and them, is for the ignorant.
Humanity, is for the wise.
From Time to Time
From time to time,
From time to time
it drags you out
like a reluctant prisoner,
of my memory.
You are brought to me
made of metal, fire
and a simple twist of fate.
You once meant love,
now you mean distance.
I think about you. I remember.
The weight of absence
opens the door
to a vacant gaze.
Moisture gathers in my mind.
Rain of remembrance
create a hazy puddle
in the chasm
left by your footprint.
Lady of Age
Every day she lives, by dying a bit more.
She has none to transfer her love.
Her children are settled abroad;
she had seen them grow,
only in photographs.
So she pours all her affection
to a family of crows,
living in a tree,
beyond the iron grillwork
of her window
She feeds them every day.
They respond by coming close.
She looks at the beaks,
the claws, the feathers.
Then she stops for a while.
She feels but cannot realise,
colors of crows —
metallic blue, black and gray —
are colors of isolation,
her new curtains,
and her aged life.
She knows, yet she doesn't know,
perhaps she has been abandoned for good.
To ease herself she visits the market,
to look around, to feel crowded.
To hear her own voice she bargains,
and smiles warmly at passing children.
In the evening, like an evening,
she leans back into shadows.
An album of photographs
rests on her lap
with immense weight
of a dead child.
And then she feels the old tiredness
of seeing her faded life,
misted with tears.
But one day it will end.
One day it will end forever.
Certainty of death gives her courage,
to walk to her kitchen, to water her plants,
to live another day and light another fire.
The dwarf forests, flat and dense,
surrounded by waters of river and sea,
circled by soft mud, mangrove roots,
and occasional footprints of the tiger,
have a quality of eternity woven,
within its texture of expanse.
Here, time is immense, and slow.
Every flow of thought,
has to cut through
an invisible fabric of consciousness,
that is moist, cool and liquid.
The silence too, is vast, and aware.
Every sound, even a bit,
has a clarity of sharpness.
Everything lives in the presence of eternity.
And life flows with the laws of nature.
And when the sun
sinks into the horizon,
Life gets shrouded by a night,
that is dense and fierce.
The tigers are on the prowl, then.
The villages bolt their bravery.
One or two dim solar bulbs,
rage their pitiful resistance,
against the onslaught,
of stalking darkness.
And somewhere deep inside
the territory of predators,
the honey gatherers —
with their love and fear
of gods and tigers —
prepare to enter
the vivid realm
of strange dreams,
which always occur,
when they sleep
on their wooden boats
Excerpted from the manuscript of selected poems titled Love and the Other Madness by Devdan Chaudhuri
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