Barnali Ray Shukla. Photo courtesy of the poet
Poet’s Note: ‘I am mindful of my reader as a collaborator’
The practice may have started a little more than six years back but poetry has been a confidante since childhood, as a gauche teenager and, of course, now. A portal of which was introduced at a very early age; since then I have chosen to be with Sukumar Ray’s Abol Tabol (that I read in Bengali). Growing up Bengali, an ensemble influence of Tagore, Nazrul Islam, Keats and Dickinson is inevitable. While the to-be-read list grows every week, I read for two hours every day and not necessarily poetry. I am at my desk by six in the morning with tea, staring at the blank page and a gentle pressure of that pulsating cursor. But that is when the writing comes together to come undone later. Writing poetry really happens across the day, when one is mindful of the ecology of images, internal and external, a palette of observations, staying granular and playful.
Being a student of science, one has remained curious and often tampered with the balance of what has been taken for granted which I notice finding way into my writing, quite subconsciously now.
With my engagement with the practice of cinema, the lens of poetry at times inclines towards a world where I am mindful of my reader as a collaborator. Being a multidisciplinary practice, it makes one receptive though not always accommodating to experiment with image as our protagonist, drawing as much from my reader as an invocation.
Passage of Time
He holds on to his father
on a name plate in brass
perhaps bronze
that stands glued to the wall
stares in italics at passers by —
the banister, shaky with lies
at every step, rust on bolts
which hold a silence
about scars.
Saline fingers of the sea
dull the shine, wraps a
blush on his father’s name
He cuts thin slices of lime
over time, to touch the etching
once his father, now farther
deeper, bigger than life
in his death, larger than a
fist of dust held tight.
He stops to see his surname
burn in the sun that walks
through the slats to their
home
as
he
walks
away,
puts some earth
on a conversation
now dead
when he lost his mother.
Magic-Hour
The candle holds a moth
breathless, like a prayer
of the first winter sun
for a day brighter
than a flame —
The wax holds on
but words slip by,
a crackling silence
moves its lips
to seduce a moth
each time in its arms
at that altar of a union,
a fable pauses in time.
Fearless stands the candle
soon loses to the night.
Candelabra, tall with
bronze memories
along lattice of wax
in oxidized silence
a witness to the marriage
of the flame and moth.
Guilty
One sliver of sky on the floor
walked through a window
by that lane which spoke in
different tongues at different
hours of the day, a left turn
which lay under a tree wearing
nests and afternoons wet with
news of monsoon that broke
its water, lost its way and now
sat smoking on the floor
New songs of the night
trapped in quilts, speak
in different tongues
on different days, when
the aches in the bed
mind their language
and speak in tongues
in different parts of the day
The sky has seen
nothing,
no one
come in
go out,
move in
move out …
the sky sleeps on the quilt
touching memories,
sorting touches, its guilty
of having loved many
lived longer than poets
who unhinged the skies.
Not Just Google Maps
You left home for a reason
I just fell off the branch
like a leaf, yellow with
thumbprints of time
You left home with an idea
I fell off the grid on my knees
grazed, I wait to learn Braille
for stories that don’t catch the
eye, but touch and move like
light, no, like shadows that
forgot to walk with you and
me, to see if we could still talk
This freeway has U turns
for rethinks, sine curves
like arms of a Dervish
dancing to music of the
waves crashing by the
shoulders around bends
of tar, moon sailing on
the crests of tide, alone.
You left home to be by the ocean,
I fell into the sea to fly
towards a sunrise on the windscreen
a glimpse of the bay if you
forget the way, to see if
you still fit in the wing mirror
Miles behind us,
milestones ahead
and objects closer to us
than they appear…
The essay and the poems are part of our Poetry Special Issue (January 2021), curated by Shireen Quadri and Nawaid Anjum. © The Punch Magazine. No part of this essay or the new poems exclusively featured here should be reproduced anywhere without the prior permission of The Punch Magazine.
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Its a treat of words doing the ramp walk,pulling at my heartstrings and seducing my grey cells.Thank you for taking me through the dusky,dark voyage of my blissful soul towards the enlightening rays of the natural sights.
Biji Tushar
Feb 10, 2021 at 08:59