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Barnali Ray Shukla: Passage of Time and other poems

Barnali Ray Shukla: Passage of Time and other poems
Barnali Ray Shukla. Photo courtesy of the poet

Poet’s Note: ‘I am mindful of my reader as a collaborator’


The practice may have started a little more than six years back but poetry has been a confidante  since childhood, as a gauche teenager and, of course, now. A portal of which was introduced at a very early age; since then I have chosen to be with Sukumar Ray’s Abol Tabol (that I read in Bengali).  Growing up Bengali, an ensemble influence of Tagore, Nazrul Islam, Keats and Dickinson is inevitable. While the to-be-read list grows every week, I read for two hours every day and not necessarily poetry. I am at my desk by six in the morning with tea, staring at the blank page and a gentle pressure of that pulsating cursor. But that is when the writing comes together to come undone later. Writing poetry really happens across the day, when one is mindful of the ecology of images, internal and external, a palette of observations, staying granular and playful. 

Being a student of science, one has remained curious and often tampered with the balance of what has been taken for granted which I notice finding way into my writing, quite subconsciously now.

With my engagement with the practice of cinema, the lens of poetry at times inclines towards a world where I am mindful of my reader as a collaborator. Being a multidisciplinary practice, it makes one receptive though not always accommodating to experiment with image as our protagonist, drawing as much from my reader as an invocation. 


Passage of Time


He holds on to his father 
on a name plate in brass 
perhaps bronze
that stands glued to the wall
stares in italics at passers by —

the banister, shaky with lies
at every step, rust on bolts 
which hold a silence
about scars.

Saline fingers of the sea
dull the shine, wraps a 
blush on his father’s name

He cuts thin slices of lime
over time, to touch the etching 
once his father, now farther
deeper, bigger than life 
in his death, larger than a 
fist of dust held tight. 

He stops to see his surname 
burn in the sun that walks 
through the slats to their 
home
as
he
walks
away,  

puts some earth 
on a conversation
now dead 
when he lost his mother.



Magic-Hour


The candle holds a moth
breathless, like a prayer
of the first winter sun 
for a day brighter 
than a flame —

The wax holds on 
but words slip by,
a crackling silence 
moves its lips 
to seduce a moth
each time in its arms 
at that altar of a union, 
a fable pauses in time.

Fearless stands the candle
soon loses to the night.

Candelabra, tall with 
bronze memories
along lattice of wax
in oxidized silence
a witness to the marriage 
of the flame and moth.



Guilty 


One sliver of sky on the floor 
walked through a window
by that lane which spoke in 
different tongues at different 
hours of the day, a left turn
which lay under a tree wearing 
nests and afternoons wet with
news of monsoon that broke 
its water, lost its way and now 
sat smoking on the floor

New songs of the night 
trapped in quilts, speak 
in different tongues
on different days, when 
the aches in the bed 
mind their language 
and speak in tongues
in different parts of the day

The sky has seen 

nothing,

no one 
come in 
go out, 
move in 

move out …

the sky sleeps on the quilt 
touching memories,
sorting touches, its guilty
of having loved many
lived longer than poets
who unhinged the skies.



Not Just Google Maps


You left home for a reason 
I just fell off the branch
like a leaf, yellow with 
thumbprints of time

You left home with an idea
I fell off the grid on my knees
grazed, I wait to learn Braille
for stories that don’t catch  the

eye, but touch and move like
light, no, like shadows that 
forgot to walk with you and 
me, to see if we could still talk

This freeway has U turns
for rethinks, sine curves
like arms of a Dervish
dancing to music of the

waves crashing by the 
shoulders around bends
of tar, moon sailing on 
the crests of tide, alone.

You left home to be by the ocean, 
I fell into the sea to fly 
towards a sunrise on the windscreen
a glimpse of the bay if you 
forget the way, to see if
you still fit in the wing mirror

Miles behind us, 
milestones ahead
and objects closer to us
than they appear…

The essay and the poems are part of our Poetry Special Issue (January 2021), curated by Shireen Quadri and Nawaid Anjum. © The Punch Magazine. No part of this essay or the new poems exclusively featured here should be reproduced anywhere without the prior permission of The Punch Magazine.   

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Its a treat of words doing the ramp walk,pulling at my heartstrings and seducing my grey cells.Thank you for taking me through the dusky,dark voyage of my blissful soul towards the enlightening rays of the natural sights.
Biji Tushar
Feb 10, 2021 at 08:59